Wednesday, August 19, 2009
I lost my best friend, just because I did what I thought was right.
I lied to her, hoping that this might help her realise where she went wrong.
I was guilty, for lying; knowing thats what she hates the most.
I didnt expect things to turn out this way, not at the moment when I have decided to stand on whats reasonable.
I betrayed you, and you lost your trust in me.
I know its impossible for you to trust me again, like how you always did.
You said we can still be friends, just that we wont be like the past anymore.
But what's the point? Being friends but not trusting each other.
You chose ego over me.
I chose righteousness over you.
Did I make the wrong choice?
Someone please enlighten me.
done with the mumblings; 10:41 PM
Thursday, July 16, 2009
In class now, the boys playing their dumb dotA game and being fucking noisy. -.-
Dumb's sick on wed, so i decided to wait for her class to end. went to her place and just 5 mins after we settled down, perrine called to say that their friends got H1N1. -.- so we went to clinic for a check up. hopefully they are strong enough to fight off that pig flu. =/
she's running a pretty.. high fever. lol. HOT. as in bodily hot, not HOT hot. LOL!
cant wait for tomorrow! to town for shopping and harry potter with netballers. wooo!! :D
P/s: Straight girls = :/
done with the mumblings; 1:57 PM
Thursday, July 9, 2009
OKIE YEELING I AM HERE HAHAHAHA!!
I have been extremely lazy to blog because these past few days been watching heroes and not sleeping at the time which i am supposed to! ):
K so i have been hanging out alot with the netballers recently, especially after the camp that we got a lil' bonded. =D went to marina square to celebrate Angelin's birthday last last week and we had seoul garden! surprised her with a birthday and nicely sang birthday song. HAHA!
And last weekend we went to sentosa!!! had a great time there (:
tanned, played netball and got our feet all burnt cos of the smokin' hot sand YO! Freaking HOTTA!
Oh yar forgot to mention about me under LOA. my dear classmate Howe Zhong got H1N1 and we were put to quarantine for 1 week. today's the first day after LOA. Am so glad that I can finally go back to school after stoning at home for several days. =D
And I think I shall stop here because I am too lazy to upload photos here! Its alot of photos YO!
P/s: Yeeling, happy? I BLOGGED! HAHAHA!
done with the mumblings; 11:46 PM
Saturday, June 27, 2009
"If you love her, let her go."
I am trying now. for the past 10 months, i have been looking out for you. it feels so weird, not to msg or call you...
done with the mumblings; 7:09 PM
Friday, June 12, 2009
sometimes, i really wonder why am i hanging on till now.
quarrel over stupid stuffs.
stress over my finance
worried about you getting home late
you clubbing; though you are with your friends
wondering why we live so far apart from each other
always thinking of ways to make you happy
and always thinking of how to ask you to accept me again.
but on the other hand.
whenever i am out with you, i am happy
and i know you are too, with our gossips
and silly jokes + bickers
i love it when you lie beside me while sleeping
and snoring like a pig.
when we cuddle in the middle of the night
when you lie on my shoulder while we are in the bus
when you made the box of chocolates for me during my birthday
when we go for movies and walks and eat non stop
i love to look at the way you sleep, with the cute snoring sound
i love the way you smile and laugh
i just love every moment that we have together. (:
yes, thats the reason why i am still hanging on there.
i still believe that 1 fine day, we will be together, no matter what.
i am working hard.
i know this might be just a 1 sided r/s
but yes, i will still fight hard for you.
done with the mumblings; 11:10 PM